#1 - 17 reasons why

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So, as promised, I'm on my 1st reason. 16 more to go! wooohooooooh!!!

Feeling like "huh??????????????" about this? Well, just please read the previous post, 17 reasons why, in case you're confused what this "#1" is all about. Ok, go on... go on... Read it. This post will just be waiting here... (wink!)

Reason #1:

Unlimited Patience

I am easily irritated. I throw tantrums when not in the mood. I request, ask and demand things I am not really sure what, hahahahaha (he has to guess). I'm always easily out of mood, by the way. Mood swings, short temper, name it. I usually have that. And I tell you, things aren't gonna be easily fixed once it's started.

When I'm hungry or stressed or the weather's hot, I always easily get irritated. I wanna put a huge sign on my forehead saying "DON'T GO NEAR!". I'm like a walking bomb. Or I just feel like I am, hahahaha! I have to put all the effort I could just to not pangaway on people. Well, I don't really do pangaway but I am super good in killing people with sarcastic sarcasm. See the adjective? Hahaha it's for emphasis. Sarcasm that  kills!

And well, to add up to that, you can just imagine what monster I can be during my periods.

During these times, my favorite person to put all the blame on to is of course - him. My bibikoooii. I can be the most unreasonable maldita in the planet. The level's unbelievable. I can't even believe it myself, hahaha! I just snap one moment and then later realize how rude I've acted and then always end up feeling guilty. Like, really really guilty. Then I apologize. Then I really hate myself for being such a bratt.

And then he's always just there - patiently waiting for me to calm down. He always forgives. He always understands. He always chooses to love me beyond my very imperfect attitude - my mood swings and kamalditahan. And that's one of the millions of reasons why I love him... Why I chose to love him.

I'm such one lucky girl to have a man that is always man enough to understand the unexplainable things women are going through every single day. Really, it's not easy being a woman. There are things going on inside our body that we don't have control over. I can't even really understand myself sometimes - what I want on that day, why I'm being grumpy, why I feel like I hate everybody, etc. I don't know.

But one thing I surely know. I have a man who understands - who buys me ice cream or take me out to eat kimbap or shin noodles or boulevard squid rolls or siomai or Leylam shawarma or spicy prawns or lechon or choco mousse cake or kitkat (my favorites!!!). 

And that makes me lucky. Like, really really lucky!

Thank you bibikoooii for the patience and for more patience, hehehehe! Truly, I couldn't ask for more! I love love love love you to the moon and back!

what are you lookin' at? hahahaha I love u!

17 reasons why...

Hi there! Well, it' been a while since the last update. There's so many churva ek-ek that's keeping me busy these past few weeks. Like what? So many to mention.. :)

By the way, I'm currently on review classes for the board exam and so we're kinda in a long distance relationship. I must admit it's quite difficult as I've learned to live everyday of my life that he's there. Always there. We do things together. And now, this distance is kinda heartbreaking.

Well, things become easier as days pass by although I still miss him a lot, really. But this will just be for a couple of months naman. So no worries!

Now that he's far and we're not together always and I now do things alone without him, I realized a lot of things. And one of those is to keep updates here, hahahahahahahaha!

Months ago, I decided to revive this college blog of mine and decided to make this our official storybook. Things I will be posting here will mostly be just about us. You know, something to be read in the future...something our future children will read. Naks!

Today, I decided to do a weekly post (I hope my schedule will allow me. It's a good break from studying naman diba). One by one, I will be posting all the beautiful reasons why I am so lucky to have him and call him mine - all the reasons why I'm so in love with him. So you all will understand. And because 17 is our magic number, it's gonna be 17 reasons why! 

Hi bikoooii, I know you don't constantly stumble on this blog and I won't be sharing this on my FB wall so I know it'll take some time before you discover this, hahahaha! (den mag yawyaw na pod ka why wala ka ingna, hahahaha!) I hope by the time you read this, I have posted a few reasons na. This is for you... and for you only - my 17 reasons why!

I love you!

on our 9th monthsary! Dinner date up there!