#1 - 17 reasons why

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So, as promised, I'm on my 1st reason. 16 more to go! wooohooooooh!!!

Feeling like "huh??????????????" about this? Well, just please read the previous post, 17 reasons why, in case you're confused what this "#1" is all about. Ok, go on... go on... Read it. This post will just be waiting here... (wink!)

Reason #1:

Unlimited Patience

I am easily irritated. I throw tantrums when not in the mood. I request, ask and demand things I am not really sure what, hahahahaha (he has to guess). I'm always easily out of mood, by the way. Mood swings, short temper, name it. I usually have that. And I tell you, things aren't gonna be easily fixed once it's started.

When I'm hungry or stressed or the weather's hot, I always easily get irritated. I wanna put a huge sign on my forehead saying "DON'T GO NEAR!". I'm like a walking bomb. Or I just feel like I am, hahahaha! I have to put all the effort I could just to not pangaway on people. Well, I don't really do pangaway but I am super good in killing people with sarcastic sarcasm. See the adjective? Hahaha it's for emphasis. Sarcasm that  kills!

And well, to add up to that, you can just imagine what monster I can be during my periods.

During these times, my favorite person to put all the blame on to is of course - him. My bibikoooii. I can be the most unreasonable maldita in the planet. The level's unbelievable. I can't even believe it myself, hahaha! I just snap one moment and then later realize how rude I've acted and then always end up feeling guilty. Like, really really guilty. Then I apologize. Then I really hate myself for being such a bratt.

And then he's always just there - patiently waiting for me to calm down. He always forgives. He always understands. He always chooses to love me beyond my very imperfect attitude - my mood swings and kamalditahan. And that's one of the millions of reasons why I love him... Why I chose to love him.

I'm such one lucky girl to have a man that is always man enough to understand the unexplainable things women are going through every single day. Really, it's not easy being a woman. There are things going on inside our body that we don't have control over. I can't even really understand myself sometimes - what I want on that day, why I'm being grumpy, why I feel like I hate everybody, etc. I don't know.

But one thing I surely know. I have a man who understands - who buys me ice cream or take me out to eat kimbap or shin noodles or boulevard squid rolls or siomai or Leylam shawarma or spicy prawns or lechon or choco mousse cake or kitkat (my favorites!!!). 

And that makes me lucky. Like, really really lucky!

Thank you bibikoooii for the patience and for more patience, hehehehe! Truly, I couldn't ask for more! I love love love love you to the moon and back!

what are you lookin' at? hahahaha I love u!